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honey​-​tongued

by Rowan Rain

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1.
cyclical 01:16
Come cyclical collective from the mother from the tide Risen from the water to the heavens and the sky Rain upon the world for an adventure, for another life and Purify, purify, purify
2.
dragonfly 05:25
Dragonfly dancer Can’t keep your feet on the ground I know you’ve got the answer So stop fooling around Don’tcha know that you’ll be A grown up soon Don’tcha know that you’ll bleed Soothsaying child Won’t you say what you see A devil’s weed schemer You’ve got tricks up your sleeve Oh you’re hiding in the crimson clover Humming with the bees You’ll always be the winner in solitary Hide-and-seek In order to fly, you have to leave the water Little dream dealer Are you feeling divine? You don’t know what you’re after Don’t know how to cry But you’ll tumble through the forest Follow river running by And the raindrops on your cheeks Might make you feel a little shy Come in from the cold, into the light of morning Don't yet know how fast things can all change with no warning The opal-winged king of flies will follow you Til dawn
3.
nettle 04:57
There’s bad blood in the old bones So we’ve ground them down to flour feeding flesh And yet they follow To linger like a shadow on the wall A kingdom come for a changeling Where there’s power there’s a pleasure in the dark There’s a secret to becoming and a pattern to uncovering The truth where mystery has set the trend There’s a reckoning that comes with a storm swept sky I fear the fire from the lightning And the revenant that comes with a knowing I do better for the weather yet to come The night is young and restless The stars illuminating hallowed ground And still I want escape from it all Flee the forest for another place unknown And the revenant that comes with a knowing I do better for the weather yet to come There’s pain in the mistakes our mother’s mothers made Wild women, their curses are mine And the medicine is bitter when the wound is deep I’ve learned to trust my intuition The nettle is taller than my head when I stand on my tippy toes good thing that I’m just a kid crawling through the weeds through the trees and I follow the river flushed cheeks cause the grass around here’s like a forest, I covered my body in sheets just to make sure that I don’t get stung as I walk the familiar path through the swamp into the wood
4.
I’ve hit the bottom of the bottle Another dose downed it would seem Getting a bit worried for the fallout I wonder what’s waiting for me This evening in dreaming I hope I'll be able to last the night Paralyzed My heart skips a beat as I wake If everything’s fine Then why do I feel so afraid? Mother says there’s mold in the attic Maybe that’s why I always get sick But then again she also says that when I was a kid the nighttime still had me in fits My eyes were wide open No shaking or pokin’ Could seem to produce an effect Paralyzed My heart skips a beat as I wake If everything’s fine Then why do I feel so afraid? Maybe cause sometimes things I'm dreaming Come to pass when I'm awake I don't know whether or not I trust my memory Probably pointless to run from premonition When there's so much I could learn But it hurts not knowing The difference 'tween future and fear Paralyzed My heart skips a beat as I wake If everything’s fine Then why do I feel so afraid?
5.
sunrise 05:37
I can’t sleep I can’t sleep a wink Counting sheep If I can count on anything It’s the sting of salt water Salt water in wound Still singing I’ve got a war in my mind My pillow is the front line Liquor on my breath I’ll catch my death of cold one day Wandering the night You see it’s only a half hour walk to the water Where the ghosts won’t bother me And there I’ll stay Til sunrise The days run together They run round and around Make me dizzy And I might as well keep busy If I’ve got the time to spare Bare bones Bare breast against wave crest Come crashing all around Lost and found Drowning down, I’m Lost and lovely Don’t make a sound Hold fast, hold your breath You’ll come around I’ve got a war in my mind My pillow is the front line Liquor on my breath I’ll catch my death of cold one day Wandering the night You see it’s only a half hour walk to the water Where the ghosts won’t bother me And there I’ll stay Til sunrise comes again
6.
interlude 03:20
I pour another glass for the ghosts that haunt the wood And dream of the room Hidden behind the wall And I’ll light a cigarette for the discipline I lack I won’t say a word But mother has eyes in the animals Old regret The time you spent The forest now just a memory Holy death Baptism by flame Though I miss it now darling all the same Change is the nature of this world within a world The ritual kept There are reasons I never wept There was a freedom In growing as I did The serpent’s kiss Still lingers on my mouth Cold wet The womb of the sea Already reborn in a prophecy Golden thread Pulling me on Towards the horizon and onward and onward and on
7.
lines 02:10
Familial lines stand sentinel Etched into my palms They are the product of centuries of an inheritance Ancestors aligned in just the right manner Genetic coding, compounding Dictating the predictions of ensuring my existence Their struggle, their sorrow, their privilage, and Power - Oh what a power This magic terrifies me, truthfully For it is branded into my being Ancestral wounds of colonization, An abomination of realization that I am here to do right where they did wrong, after all I’ve got my songs; they’re written in my palms Oh I’ve got things to do in this skin These tasks I never asked for A destiny I’ve known in bone ever since i learned to read the signs/lines Skin peels over those lines that never fade Read across the table from my mother’s empty teacup When she navigates their topography I wonder if she sees herself If her father stretches across the ligaments of my fingers A means of connection in my clumsiness Sometimes I clench my fists Make half-moon indentations With unbitten fingernails A testament to patience, or something Harder These feelings are fleeting, in their own way. A destiny delayed, lying in wait, An ever present awareness of an unknown fate Half moons linger, but they fade too, in time
8.
gemini moon 03:58
They say I’m a curious kid I run with the wind I run back to the water Changing like the tide Thoughts running quick through my mind There’s something hiding underneath the surface like a shadow Ashes to ashes we all fall down Around the ring of roses at our feet I smile as the thorns cut into flesh I’m unbothered yet I’m in my head I don’t wanna be bored I’m just so sore So sore I feel it all but I’m far away from my body Stuck in the clouds just waiting to come back down Yes I’m restless But how can I sleep when the moon is full Of secrets I must keep I’m full of tears that I can’t weep For I’ve forgotten how Now I just wait and try to keep my mouth shut To learn a little more I feel it all but I’m far away from my body Stuck in the clouds just waiting to come back down And when I howl to the stars they just say it’s a power Of a gemini moon I think too much, I think too much, I think I overthink too much I feel it all but I’m far away from my body Stuck in the clouds just waiting to come back down
9.
tempt me 02:52
Show me your wounds, darling I’m so bored of mine Tell me one good reason I should try and stay away this time Tempt me baby Come in closer, mind the tide Tread the water with me Cold as ice And yet I still feel fine To tell the truth my memory’s fine I just forget the pain I hide away what hurts to pay it mind Something seems familiar in your eye Reminds me of a place I’ve yet to find And so I’m tempted to ask why Caught my interest Would you like to let me in? Leave behind all of your worries Leave behind all of your sins Drown me gently With a smile and a sigh Do I tempt you baby Do you think you'd try me on for size Home is a fantasy I conjure when I’m lonely I have never been that good at making friends I’m beside myself when questioning reality Are you?
10.
I’m feeling a little lost lately Don’t know how I got here or where I’m going now Feels like I’ve got sharp things in my body Knives and broken glass stick out of my ribs and hurt the things that I hold close I wanna be a little baby bird living in a nest Soft and singing and getting all the rest I need But I’m not I am an animal with claws and teeth To survive some things in the wild need blood and meat And I am hungry And I still feel empty I’ve lived so many lives I’ve lived so many lives I’ve lived so many lives Dying all the time, all the time, all the time Don’t really know what I look like these days I’ve been having trouble looking in the mirror Can’t seem to recognize my own face I wanna peel back all my skin til I see something familiar But snakes shed lives and grow their new ones underneath All I’ve got to show for my past is the collection of my baby teeth The rest of me I guess is really long since shed I miss you, I miss me, I miss them I miss you, I miss me, I miss them I miss me, I miss me, I miss me, I miss me…
11.
Rain come down, oh Rain come down on me Honey tongued I fall in love with everything I see How nice to be a witch like me I cast my spell I know it will work well I’ve got a power bloody pumping through my veins It’s all so strange but there’s no-one I’d rather be Rain come down, oh Rain come down tell a story Tell me how it feels to leave the comfort of mother, salt water Tell me all the things that you have seen as A the river running home My spell is cast I know it will work fast The moon is bright but even night can’t last forever The weather’s changing storm’s a brewing magic moving in me When I die please bury me Underneath the Rowan tree So that I have roots instead of itchy feet Yes I love to run but it’s so tiring I’m sleepy dreaming dripping honey sweet From time to time I’m tired of this skin I’m tired of this destiny I want to begin again I just want to swim all day my friend But that’s another life And that’s another way And that’s another river running So I’ll wait until another rainy day
12.
the car came very fast around the corner the light turned green as it screamed straight through the intersection I can’t say it was unexpected See I’ve seen this scene before when I’ve been sleeping the car came very fast at the sidewalk If you hadn’t been there oh I would be gone So long, so long But time after time I survived And I don’t really know why For some reason I’m not surprised
13.
end act I 02:27
If I could cry I’d weep an ocean Drown the world in my emotion But my eyes are dry as desert heat Unbroken bleaching bones Saline streaks are distant memories Rivers flowed once in these sands But the cactus flowers blooming Cannot bring the nectar back I could bleed myself to bring The wetness that I need to life Open up old wounds with knives Who crave that sweet forgotten rite But it wouldn’t save my mother from the hunters Who would see us die Why should it save me from myself When all I’ve ever done is lie? Lay me down to rest, I’ve made a mess Of making up my face The streaks of red just berry stains And nothing more, make no mistake I was fearless once, I packed a punch It left me bruised and beat A fallen peach no one will eat I’ll rot before you taste me sweet So leave me in the past I walk too fast to count the teardrops shed Maybe I can cry again when I’ve gone through another death

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Act I of the Duality Double LP

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released March 14, 2019

all vocals & guitar by Rowan Rain
violin by Jeremy Aaron (tracks 2, 6, & 10)
drums by Ariel Shafir (track 4)

content warning: ambulance sirens and car crash sounds on track 12

all songs written by Rowan Rain
recorded by Ariel Shafir at Dreamland Studios
mixed and mastered by Sean Sebastian at Bard Rock Studios
album art by Susannah Schaeffer

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Rowan Rain Ireland

rhythmic & intuitive
dark water, starlight

rooted in an ancient world of folkloric magics, haunting dream folk woven with threads of hypnotic melody, poetic lyrics, and soulful storytelling

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